1st week back to college

The 1st week  back to college was great  , I meant someone new and hes in my top 4 lol . I seen my mains even tho some of them are gone , it was still good to see the ones that r still here .I seen my big sis connie i was happy to see her .this week was filled with ups and downs !

You aint gotta enough money .... You gotta a dollar in yo pocket a 20 in yo wallet lol
{Just Me Dueces}

Livin wit no regrets
{Just Me Dueces}

stay focus and get ahead stay on your goal
**Just Me Dueces**

?were the feelings real ..... Do u feel the same way i do ?
**Just Me Dueces**

So good so far ..... School gettin there how i need a JOB !!!!!!!!!
**Just Me**

knives through my heart

you put one kinfe threw my heart , and my heart is  still strong  

A FACEBOOK RETURN / TWITTER HERE N THERE

ok i kno i said i was goin to stay off of facebook for a month but now iam changing it to a few months , i will return to facebook on jan 1,2011 . i hav to focus on the important things in my life right now . and also twitter i will tweet every now n then !

THIS OTHER SIDE OF U (MY REACTION N FEELINGS )

 (wrote this wit tears in my eyes ) This other side of u i really like !! its different  i like when u open up to me and tell me how u feel , i want u to open up to me more  , u dont hav to worry about me judging u cuz i wont  , u can let me in your heart cuz i wont break it !! i want u to tell me wat your thinkin and how u feel about things . when u read wat u wrote me , it made me really really happy , that made me think more of u ,and trust u more wit my heart  , i really loved wat u wrote ! thinkin about it makes me want u more ! i havnt had this feeling in a long time . i want to b wit and make u my last , i dont care about other boys just u , i told u i was willing to wait and iam , i hav a shy heart but iam not scare to let u in it . i hav been hurt in the past by the boys who said they loved me , and i thought i would  never feel that special love again but wit u i do !  i kno u been hurt in the past to by girls and i kno u hav trust issues wit girls , u dont hav to worry about that wit me . u can trust me !! i wont hurt  . when i say i love u i really mean it from the bottom of my heart ! i  just hope u will accept my love and trust !

You played me real good , i thought i was really in love , i guess i will never kno when its real , my heart can never be fixed by u or anyone . the only thing that  can fill it is music !! only one person is in my heart in thats GOD.  iam happy wit that . I really dont care if people love me or not anymore , its just me . i dont need love from anyone but god and my heart to continue to b fill wit music , so i keep my music blastin!! 

i need to do things for me cuz in the end thats all i got !  i really dont give a fuck anymore  ! iam on my own now and always has been ! i try to go along wit others and the ones that r close to me , but now  that i hav sat back and really thought about  wat i want to do , and who i want to be in my future , there no one there .i dont want to be in a relationship anymore  it was my heart playin me the whole time !! but my future still stands it might b a lil  side track but IT WILL HAPPEN  kno that !!

Goin n a different direction wit life n leavin the 1s that hurt me the mostTheres no point tryin 2 continue wat we thought we had cuz its dead

iam done

Iam done wit boys altogether i dont kno y iam lookin for love its not my time to look for love . To young for the love word dont even kno wat real love is

Someone needs to b a Truth teller and not play games wit someone heart

Hav u ever had one of those days ,were u just felt down or felt like something bad was goin to happen . U feel like cryin but dont , u listen to your ipod and only play sad depressing songs ! u sit there thinkin,  y am i feeling this way or wats goin to happen !!

Just goin to b the bestfriend n not the wifey (i guess)

COLLEGE !!!!

Ok so summer is almost over and  i will be goin back to college on Aug 23 ! there is no time for fuck ups !!! cuz i really do regret not goin to class ! i will never do that again !!!  but iam so focus this time , i will not let anything throw me off my game !!

MIND SONG OF THE DAY (NE-YO :Y DOES SHE STAY)

L.N.T

They hav there ups n downs,he doesnt shower her wit gifts,hes not ballin,he has bought tears 2 her eyes Y does she stay?
She stays cuz shes n love wit him

JAN 1, 2011 IS THE DAY ............

Jan 1 ,2011 is the day i want to start my own business ,thats the day i want to be able to send links to my twitter , and facebook . i want to hav the website up and tell people to go check it out !! thats my goal !! so i cant bull shit anything right now  or ever . iam on straight business ! my mind is really focus on this ! so Jan 1, 2011 is the day I WILL start Inside Talents !!

IAM NOT READY ...................

I come to realize that iam not ready to be in a relationship , i have said before the thought if it is good but really bein in one really scares me , i dont want to get hurt , and i feel like this is the real thing , i think idk , i tried many times to sit and think about if this is really wat i want , but i keep getting side track , but now that i kno i dont want to be in one right now , i can really sit and think if i really want to be wit that person . but for now iam cool bein the best friend !!

MIND SONG OF THE DAY (LIL TWIST FT BOW WOW - LIL SECRET)

MS. C.E.O

I got big plans for my future Iam MS. C.E.O lol,  i want to start my business     Jan. 1.2011 . this is something i been thinkin about for the longest . doin my college thing right  now but soon to be C.E.O  for Inside Talents , but its not goin to stop there so much more to come . thinkin about startin my business in ATL or Miami !! starting with the basis !!

L.N.T.

Ok i kno its been a min since i did a L.N.T or a post and a mind song of the day lol my week has been up and down but iam back

TWITTER !!!!!!!!!!!!!! IAM BACK LOL

Ok so yea iam back on twitter , facebook is starting to not so much bore me its just there idk  !! lol but twitter iam back !!!!!!!! you can follow me on twitter to @ROCKSTAR_LEAH ALSO FOLLOW MY SIS @aye_connie AND OUR BLOG TWITTER @mrs_sm365

Doin some deep thinkin n really wonderin is this wat i want or was this just my heart bein confuse n played or is this just a down fall