i need to do things for me cuz in the end thats all i got !  i really dont give a fuck anymore  ! iam on my own now and always has been ! i try to go along wit others and the ones that r close to me , but now  that i hav sat back and really thought about  wat i want to do , and who i want to be in my future , there no one there .i dont want to be in a relationship anymore  it was my heart playin me the whole time !! but my future still stands it might b a lil  side track but IT WILL HAPPEN  kno that !!