OMG !!!!!!!!! I DONT KNO Y I FEEL THIS WAY !!!!!!!!!!!!! UGHHH!!

 OK SO I BEEN LIKIN MY GORGEOUS BEST FRIEND  FOR THE LONGEST!!!!!!!!!!  AND WE ALWAYS PLAYED AROUND ABOUT BEIN TOGETHER ..... BUT WE REALLY STARTED TO TALK ABOUT IT,WE  TALKED ABOUT OUR PAST RELATIONSHIPS AND BEIN HURT IN THE PAST AND THE TRUST ISSUES WE  HAV , I WANT TO BE WIT HIM , THE THOUGHT OF BEIN WIT HIM IS GREAT !!!! BUT REALLY BEIN WIT HIM SCARES ME , I DONT WANT TO GET HURT BY HIM, BUT I ALSO WANT TO GIVE US A CHANCE .... IAM  STARTING TO BACK DOWN , I CANT BELIEVE THAT IAM GOIN TO B WIT HIM , IF WE REALLY GO TOGETHER I CANT BELIEVE IT  !!!! SMH IS THIS REALLY GOIN TO HAPPEN , IAM REALLY NERVOUS FOR SOME REASON  AND I CANT BREATHE !!!   {TO BE CONTINUE}