Friday, May 28, 2010

LAST TIME OF A TRUE HEARTBREAK ...... NEW BEGINNINGS OF A VERY GOOD FRIENDSHIP

http:// THA FUTURE LOL
Deep down somewhere this really hurts but something stoppin me from bein hurt and screamin at u . Y did u play wit my heart again y say u only love me and u will never look back y say u care when u really dont . Something stop me from cryin right now they tryin to get out but they cant .i think its cuz my guard was up .idk but i knew something wasnt right about u not never wantin to b wit her again and havin a family wit her . Question y couldnt u b a real MAN and tell the truth lol i still love u . I feel like u just sayin FUCK Leah and how she feels.I dont understand y , but i guess she really makes u happy since u never let her go ... i wish the best for u and her .... i still want to b wit u but hey, i cant force u to b wit me ..... still goin to write u and all .... still goin to b there when ever u need somebody to talk to !!!! still gone b yo rib (lol) and u will always b gorgeous !! WE R GOIN TO BESTFRIENDS !! CANT WAIT WHEN U COME BACK !!
ALWAYS WILL LOVE U AND HAV U N MY HEART , NICOLE

Sunday, May 23, 2010

SWEETADDICTIONSTV"CANDY"MUSIC VIDEO :MAKE A MOVE

SO SO PROUD OF U CANDY !!!! U CAME A LONG WAY N KEEP GOIN !! I LOVE YO MUSIC VIDEO !!!! FROM SWOON4EVER20 http://SWEETADDICTIONSTV CANDY

THIS SONG MADE ME THINK (LOL)

http://NEW BOYZ

LONG DISTANCE ,<--------------------------->


LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP :NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (THAT IS ALL)

ITS HARD TO DO IN MY OPINION ..................BUT I CAN TRY ............THEY NEVER WORK ...............GOOD LUCK TO ALL COUPLES DOIN IT ...........

Saturday, May 22, 2010

IDK WHO IT IS ....................

IDK WHO IT IS BUT IAM N LOVE WIT SOMEONE ..............................

YUP U KNO IT LOL

They can say whatever
I'ma do whatever
No pain is forever
Yup, you know this

Tougher than a lion
Ain't no need in tryin'
I live where the sky ends
Yup, you know this

Never lyin', truth teller
That LEAH just won't let up

I CANT HELP I HAV A WEAKNESS FOR ........




I CANT HELP IT I HAV A WEAKNESS FOR EYES N SMILES , ITS HARD FOR ME NOT TO FALL FOR THAT .......UGH !! I SEE SO MANY GUYS THAT I KNO THAT HAV THE MOST FALLIN EYES N SMILE UGH !!! I CANT CONTROL MYSELF ......LOL DONT KNO WAT TO DO ........

TEARS (THINKIN BACK HOW THINGS WERE )

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OK IAM READY TO LET IT ALL OUT !!


LOL OK REALLY TAKIN IT BACK FROM THE BEGINNIG : LOL WHEN I FRIST SAW U THE FIRST THING I SAID TO MYSELF WAS " GORGEOUS " LOL IT WAS SOMETHING ABOUT YO EYES N THAT SMILE ... I REALLY WASNT LOOKIN AT U LIKE THAT , I MEAN I ASK A FRIEND ABOUT U N WAT WAS YOUR NAME, SO THE NEXT TIME I SEE U I COULD SAY HELLO N NOT JUST CALL U BOY : LOL : THIS FRIEND ALSO TOLD ME U WERE GOIN TO THE ARMY , IT REALLY DIDNT EFFECT ME AT FRIST ,WE BEGAN TO TALK .... A FEW KISSES INVOLVE N NUMBERS EXCHANGE ... I DIDNT WANT TO RUSH THINGS , I HAD MY GUARD UP ..... I WANTED TO WAIT U SAID OK .....THEN U COULDNT WAIT NO MORE SO I SAID YES ! INSIDE MY MIND I ALL I COULD THINK WAS "OMG IAM REALLY GOIN WIT HIM ,IS THIS RIGHT ,CAN I TRUST HIM ,DID I REALLY JUST SAY YES !. IT STARTED OUT GOOD .EVEN THO MY GUARD WAS UP I STILL WANTED TO GIVE U A CHANCE .SO MANY THINGS WERE GOIN ON IN MY MIND , THEN IT HIT ME AGAIN THAT U WERE GOIN TO THE ARMY ! I TRYED NOT TO THINK ABOUT HAS MUCH AND ENJOY THE TIME I SPENT WIT U LOL ! BUT IN MY MIND I REALLY WASNT HAPPY LIKE I WANTED TO B , ALL I COULD REALLY THINK ABOUT WAS THE ARMY AND U NOT COMIN BACK N NOT FEELIN THE SAME WAY , I WANTED U CLOSE BUT THEN WANTED TO PUSH U AWAY , I DIDNT WANT TO GET HURT AGAIN OR FEEL THE SAME PAIN ALL OVER AGAIN. I STARTED TO GIVE IN MORE AND TRUST U WASNT GONE HURT ME N THAT EVERYTHING WOULD BE OK .....U TOLD ME U LOVE ME N THAT I WAS YO RIB ,N U WAS GONE MAKE ME MS.COOK THAT MADE ME REALLY HAPPY ,YEA WE ALOT OF UPS N DOWNS N WE HAVNT BEEN TOGETHER THAT LONG ,BUT WE WORK THREW THEM , I TOLD U I WAS GONE B THERE NO MATTER WAT !! N THAT I WOULD ALWAYS LOVE U BUT THEN THE WORST DAY CAME ...... THAT DAY STARTED OFF GOOD ENDED UMMMMM NOT SO GOOD .... THAT DAY WAS THE WORST DAY EVER .... THE BREAK UP U CALL IT OFF , I FELT LIKE MY HEART WAS BEIN STAB N SHOT AT , I COULD BREATHE ,UNLIMITED TEARS , I WANTED IT TO B A DREAM N NOT REAL , LONG NITES THINKIN Y , PAIN IN MY HEART , I REALLY WANTED TO HATE U ,N WANTED TO DELETE AND PRETEND U DIDNT HAPPEN BUT I COULDNT .... I TRYED SO HARD ...BUT NONETHING WOULD BRING ME TO HATE U . I FELT LIKE U PLAYED ME IN EVERY WAY , U SAID U WANTED TO TALK THATS WHEN I KNEW IT WAS REAL , IT WAS SO HARD TO LOOK AT U , LOOKIN AT THOSE EYES JUST KILLED ME EVEN MORE INSIDE ...PEOPLE TOLD ME TO LET GO , STOP THINKIN ABOUT , IT WOULD BE OK BUT REALLY I KNEW IT WOULDNT ....U WANTED TO STILL B CLOSE FRIENDS AND I SAID OK ,BUT BEGIN FRIENDS WAS GOIN TO BE HARD, BUT I STARTED TO WRAP MY HEART AROUND IT , EVEN THO IT WAS GOIN TO BE HARD AND TAKE ALONG TIME TO GET OVER U , WE HAD A TALK ABOUT THE FEELIGS WE WERE STILLL HAVIN AND HOW STRONG THEY WERE ........... STILL THINKIN ABOUT SOME OF THE THINGS WE TALKED ABOUT LAST NITE , AND IF YOUR SURE ABOUT YOUR DECISION CUZ I CANT DO AGAIN ...IS THIS REALLY WAT U WANT N R U SURE ....................

MAKIN CHANGES

NOT GONE LET U STRESS ME OUT OR MAKE ME UPSET , LIVIN LIFE AND LEARNIN LESSONS , MAKIN CHANGES IN MY LIFE THATS GONE BETTER ME ,N MAKE ME HAPPY IF U CAUSE ME PAIN THEN THERES NO SEC CHANCE FOR U CUZ U MIGHT DO IT AGAIN ..LEAVIN ALL THE DRAMA BEHIND LIFE IS SHORT ,GOIN TO ENJOY IT LIKE ITS MY LAST ,AND BE AROUND THE TRU PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME HAPPY Consuella Reid Terrance Argue ♥ ♥ LOVE YA

AWWWWWWWW TAHJ M .

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SUMMER 2010 / TURNIN 20

WOW THIS SUMMER 2010 IS GOIN TO BE DIFFERNT , CANT WAIT TO ENJOY IT WIT FRIENDS , EVEN THO SOME WILL B MISS AND WONT B HERE , ALOT OF THINGS R GOIN TO B DIFFEENT. JUNE 27 , I WILL B 20 WOW CANT WAIT FOR THAT DAY ....

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Never again will i look at u the same ......I feel like my heart has been rip out my chest and i cant breathe ....U stole my heart .....
{LOVIN MY ROCKSTARS}

Monday, May 17, 2010

REGRETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NEVER AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!! WILL THAT HAPPEN !!!!!!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Sunday, May 9, 2010

2 GOOD 2 BE TRUE !!!!!(SOMETHING NOT RIGHT )

IS THIS TO GOOD TO B TRUE !!! IT FEELS RIGHT , BUT THEN IT DOESNT !! IS THIS REAL , HOW DO YOU KNO IAM THE ONE FOR U !! IT HAPPEN SO FAST HOW DO I REALLY KNO U THE ONE FOR ME !!ALL THESE FEELINS COMIN SO FAST!! WHEN U LEAVE AND COME BACK WILL U STILL FEEL THE SAME !!

Friday, May 7, 2010

(TEARS) COUNTIN DOWN THE DAYS =0(



IAM TRYIN NOT TO THINK ABOUT U LEAVIN BUT ITS GETTIN HARD !!! FELL FOR U SO QUICK !!! LOVIN THE TIME WE SPENDING TOGETHER !!! NOW THAT ITS GOIN TO BE TAKEN AWAY AND COMIN SOON , ITS KILLIN ME INSIDE !! SOMETIMES I PRETEND TO B HAPPY BUT REALLY ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS U LEAVIN !!! IAM GOIN TO MISS U 24/7 !! I WISH U DIDNT HAV TO GO !!I DONT THINK I CAN DO THIS !!!! GOIN TO MISS YOUR HUGS ,KISSES, AND THE WAY U HOLD ME !!YOU WILL ALWAYS B IN MY MIND N HEART !! IAM STARTIN TO COUNT DOWN THE DAYS !!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

ALL SHIT MOMENT !!!!!!!!!!!

HA HA U A DUMB BITCH !!!!! OK U GOLD DIGGIN BITCH !!!! U DT'N BITCH ( THAT IS ALL GOOD BYE )

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

HA HA HA BITCH !!!! LOL


LOOK U CHICK ,Y U TRYIN !!!!!! YEA I SAID TRYIN TO CHECK ME U NEED TO CHECK YA BOY !!!!!! (THAT IS ALL GOOD DAY LOL )

Sunday, May 2, 2010

PRO'S /CON'S


PRO'S

I LOVE YO EYES.

I LOVE YO SMILE.

I LOVE THE WAY YOU HUG ME.

I LOVE THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME .

YOU HAV A GREAT PERSONALITY.

I CAN SEE MYSELF BEIN WIT U FOR ALONG TIME.

YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE .

CON'S

SCARE TO GET HURT BY YOU !!

I HATE YO FAKE ASS !!!!!

REALLY Y B FAKE THATS SOME BITCH SHIT !! B A REAL MAN !! DONT TELL A FEMALE U LIKE HER OR WANT TO B WIT HER IF REALLY DONT !! DONT TRY TO ACT LIKE U CARE FOR HER AND DONT ! STOP BEIN FAKE !! ONCE U FUCK WIT ME I WILL FUCK U AND YO AFTER LIFE UP TRUST THAT !!! STOP PLAYIN THESE LIL ASS GAMES !! B REAL AND 100% AND MORE !!!!!!!

FEELINGS !!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE THESE FEELINGS FOR U THAT I CANT EXPLAIN !!! ITS SO HARD TO STOP THEM !!!

AN ALLL SHITTTT MOMENT !!!!!!!!!!!!

YEA AN ALLL SHITTT !!!!!!!!! MOMENT IS WHEN SOMEBODY GETTIN READY TO GET THERE ASS HANDED TO THEM !!!