LOVE 2 HATE

I don’t miss him, I miss who I thought he was:

IT STARTED OFF GREAT , WE TALKED ON THE PHONE 24/7 ,WE HAD FUN WHEN WE WERE AROUND EACH OTHER ,WE WERE THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER .WE TALKED ABOUT OUR FUTURE ,SHARED OUR PAST . EVERYTHING WAS GREAT , EVERY TIME I WOULD LOOK AT YOU I WOULD SMILE .WHEN YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME I BELIEVE YOU AND I SAID I LOVE YOU TO . THIS HAPPINESS ONLY LASTED FOR A YEAR .... THEN YOU CHANGED ,THERE WAS NO MORE TRUST ,NO MORE RESPECT . WHEN I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES THE PERSON I MEANT WAS NO ! LONGER THERE. I TRIED TO STAY STRONG AND MAKE IT WORK BUT YOU WOULDN'T DO YOUR PART, ITS SUPPOSED TO BE 50/50 .THEN FINALLY THE TRUTH CAME OUT ,YOUR ONLY PRETENDING TO BE THAT WAY , WHY BE FAKE AND PRETEND TO BE SOMEBODY YOUR NOT .YOU SAID YOU WILL BE THERE FOR ME THREW THE GOOD TIMES OR BAD AND THAT NOTHING COULD TEAR US APART . BUT WHEN THE BAD TIMES CAME YOU LEFT , AFTER ALL THE TROUBLE I GOT INTO FOR YOU , YOU RUN OFF AND GONE WIFE SOMEBODY ELSE .ON AND OFF FOR 4 YEARS BEEN IN ENGAGED TO YOU 4 TIMES AND EVERY TIME YOU SAID YOU WERE GOING TO CHANGE I BELIEVE YOU . NOW AM NOT SAYING I WAS PREFECT ,BECAUSE I WASN'T BUT I DID CHANGE TO MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP BETTER ON MY END .WE SEE EACH OTHER EVERYDAY AND YOU ASK ME TO BE WITH YOU AND GO BACK TO WHAT WE HAD .HOW CAN WE GO BACK TO WHAT WE HAD ,WHEN IT WAS FAKE .I TOLD YOU I WOULD GIVE YOU ONE MORE CHANCE WHEN YOU BECOME A MAN ... YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE AND THAT YOU HAVE A JOB , YOUR NOT IN THE STREETS AND YOUR IN SCHOOL . YEAH THAT'S GOOD IN ALL BUT I NEED A MAN IN A RELATIONSHIP . I NEED A MAN THAT'S NOT GOING TO THINK JUST CAUSE I HAVE MALE FRIENDS AM FUCKING THEM . I NEED A MAN THAT'S GOING TO RESPECT ME ,AND NOT GOING TO TRY TO RESPECT ME .I NEED A MAN THAT CAN TALK OUT OUR PROBLEMS AND NOT RUN AWAY . AND LASTLY I NEED A MAN I CAN TRUST .IT STARTED OFF HAS LOVE AND TURN ONTO HATE !

:SOME PEOPLE THINK ITS HOLDING ON THAT MAKES ONE

STRONGER ,SOMETIMES ITS LETTING GO .