LOVE HURTS !

i never knew lovin someone so much could hurt, this pain is unexplainable . how could somebody b so deeply in love and hurt at the same time , how could u b in love wit somebody and want them to love u like u love them then b scare of the love they give .they say  real love is not suppose to hurt but it does .

RANDOM LOVE

Remember our late nite talks …The first time u told me u love me my heart filled wit happiness i was speechless it was i love u in the morning and i love u at night we talked everyday yea i kno we had our ups  and downs but in the end we got throught them

heart mind body

I try everyday 2 get past it but nonthing seems 2 work my heart wont let me luv u has friend my mind wont let me forget about u n. my body doesnt want stay away from yours

Gemini Twinz !!!

! ATTENTION PLEASE THIS MUST BE SAID !

Jarrell and Justin A.K.A The Gemini Twinz are two upcoming artist , there music is banging ,and there lyrics speak the truth ! Their the next big thing (to me they already are )  I support them 1000% and more and you should to , so heres what  you can do : The Twinz have a single coming out called "Dorm Room" and it will be release Oct.18th and they need  have to get 4,000 sales on http://beatport.com/  it will  be in the Top 10 list, There $2 each ! They will  be granted with 2 tours overseas, endorsements and all!! but there setting  their  goals high so they want 5,000 ! LETS HELP THEM GET THAT THE AND ABOVE ! 

 !! IMPORTANT INFORMATION & DATES !!

• OCT. 2nd  BLANK CANVAS MGMT, ONE ENTERTAINMENT, and THE GEMINI TWINZ PRESENTS Casting Call for upcoming coming fashion show in November. LOCATION 329 W18th St, Suite 908, Chicago IL 60616 at 7pm. EMAIL home@blankcanvaslife.com
• OCT. 18th The video and the song "Dorm Room" will be releases worldwide!!

Contact info :

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ok check it smh so real lol from ms tru

c i was the one who said  baby  lets be / u was the one that said lets wait and c/ wait... wait lets take it back / remember when  u said we was this and that / now lets fast foward to now / yea i kno  u hear the rumors that bein goin around / dont let them fuck up wat we started / i kno this back and forth is real retard /

u ask me was i willing to wait / i said sure baby watever it takes   

EMO

Yes iam emo but not the dark side just the emotional side !! emo is short for emotional well for me !!

PINK FRIDAY !!

NICKI MINAJ HAS AN ABLUM COMIN OUT CALLED PINK FRIDAY !!! I CANT WAIT SO FAR ALL THE TRACKS THAT I HEARD R GOOD !! AND IAM NOT A BARBIE FAN IAM A NICKI FAN !! I CANT HATE SHE GOT GAME , SHE CAN SPIT THEM LYRICS LOL ! NOV .23 2010 !!!!!!!!

LOST LOVE !!

Come to realize that it will never b , got so close then lost , maybe iam wrong maybe it will happen one day , i will never kno cuz the ways things goin everything goin wrong ! i want things to go back to the way they were , when i say i love u , u say i love u 2 , i dont want u to sec guess yo love for me .  cuz i dont sec guess my love for u ! i tryed  not to care and not let it get to me , but i cant help it iam a sucka for love . i cant believe my feelings got this deep !! i knowin the meaning of love  well from my point of view !

NEW WEEK

startin next week iam givin up on love , boys and fake bitches and fake biggas(bitch niggas) lol .. yup that is all !! lol

Lovin Nicki Not Barbie !!

Iam  a Nicki Minaj fan , she kills every song shes on .... and looks great doin it but iam not one of her barbies , i dont support the barbies  . I love her swag even tho she the took some of it from lil kim lol . Iam goin to b nicki for Halloween lol  , i dont kno which one iam goin to b tho .

Swag to another level

I want to change everything about me ,  I want to change into something better ! takin my swag to another level !

DRAKE - I STILL GOT IT

Shantrell Love A.k.A Trell

Attention Please !!! everybody needs to listen to these tracks  by Trell , his raps are really good I will put the link below !! His mixtape( Rap Or Go To School) will be comin out in the fall !! and make sure u follow him on twitter at  http://twitter.com/Trell102  and his facebook at   facebook.com/Trell102

Tracks and My Review

Caught In This Life :  This is my favorite track and the one I listening to the most so far  ! I really this beat to !
  Fast lane Love : I like the beat , I heard some true words in this track


Never Change : This track is also good , love  the message in this one ! , really lovin this beat !

http://www.reverbnation.com/trell102  THE LINK  !!

I look for things and people to break my heart
"forgive but dont forget"

I hate that i love u ………
"forgive but dont forget"

The realiest thing i ever wrote pt 1 : love :

(Warning u make not like wat i hav to say ) Love :  love doesnt mean  anything to me , I dont know wat love is or how it feels to b in love . Love to me is a fake word , its just something people say but dont really mean it . love doesnt have a meaning . people look for love from that special someone . love pretends to have this big meaning to people , when someone says i love u the other person gets all heart eyed .

The realiest thing i ever wrote

COMIN SOON !!!!!!!!! (2MA SOME PEOPLE NOT GONE LIKE WAT I WILL HAV TO SAY ) BUT AT LEAST ITS REAL ! THIS MUST B SAID THERE WILL B DIFFERENT PARTS OF THIS !

a sucka for love

iam sucka for love , a real sucka  i dont kno y i look for  love from certain people , i fall in love so easily and quick its crazy lol its hard to hold back my feelings for someone that  doesnt hav feelings for me the same way i hav feelings for them ( did u even get that lol ) , i just dont kno and will never kno wat love is . i should stop following my heart and give up on this thing called love ..... its not workin for me ughhhhhh!!!

Willow Smith's - Whip My Hair

Iam really likin this song by willow !!

Gettin Tatted Up !!!

Iam ready to get tatted up ....I already kno the 7 tats i want and were i want them , they not gone b big dumd tats like some people get they each hav a meaning . some of the tats i want

crushin on u lol

its something about u that makes u different , i love your sexy smile and your gorgeous eyes , i kno we friends for right now and thats find but maybe something will happen one day lol

not goin to give up

Ok so i was goin back n forth trying to decide if i should stop bloggin and make a website instead ! making a website is to much right now and i wont b able to update it like i want and i hav put to much effort in this blog just to give up on it so i will keep doin my blog !!

Music ..........

music helps me think about life theres a song for every thing , it helps when iam down ,stress out and its always there . and thats y i love it . so i keep my music blastin !!!

Lyfe - 26 Years 17 Days

lovin this song

JUST THINKIN ABOUT U

I try my hardest not to think about  u .  sometimes i feel like i should let u go and put myself in that friend role . then i fall in that love trap wit u . sometimes i feel u sometimes i dont  thats cuz i feel like your pushing me away . when u told me u didnt kno if u wanted to b wit me anymore that hurt my heart , i felt like i lost u , to tell u the truth i think i did . so to keep myself from crying i think to myself '' you still hav him has a bestfriend'' but that only lasts for a while .

Ciara Speechless (Acapella)